i don't know whats going on with me.
i LOVE going to concerts and shows. there hadn't been too many that i could go to for a while but now there are quite a few, but i have no interest in going. well no. not that. i mean. usually i would go crazy trying to get tickets and then if i couldn't go, I'd be upset for days. now i know about different shows coming up and signings and stuff and im not goin crazy or anything. like for example, i normally wouldn't share this info, but since im not losing my mind, N*E*R*D is going to be in nyc this tuesday, signing in the store. I just dont really plan on going. i mean yeah, the shirts are expensive so i wouldn't buy one and i couldn't get it signed, but that usuall wouldn't stop me. i was thinking maybe i could wait outside, but the idea of that doesn't really appeal to me. and they're one of my FAVORITE bands! i don't know... there was a spankrock show... i probably wouldn't have been able to get in anyway. nowadays all they cater to are the 21+ year olds. actually i don't think MC spank rock likes me at all. him and benny seem to be very un-fond of me. whatever. and radiohead and jack johnson and all these people i LOVE are going to be at apt this aug, but i haven't made plans to go... even though my friend bugs the shit outta me everyday about it... i dont know. i didn't even go see santogold the other week. actually. im not feeling that anymore. they were really cool at that last show i went to and took pictures for me and everything, but now they're all everyone talks about. they're EVERYwhere...
what am i saying?
good job santogold.
i just wish i could find myself a nice indie artist i could put on my iPod and listen to all the time without them getting all famous and leaving people like me behind. i like it when they're accessible and in small intimate venues. this whole msg bs... im just not feeling it... i like being able to get onstage and dance and rap or sing along with them. i like talking to them on myspace and not some machine or whatever.
ill stop now before the blog becomes unbearably long...